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The farthest distance in this worldThe farthest distance in this world
Too many people discuss about which is the farthest distance in this world. I read a poetry written by Tagore. Long time ago this poem attract my eyes and I always like to read loudly, because that time and that age of us can not experience this kind of love.
I met him in FF11. This game I have played for more than two years. Many players play this game only want to earn FFXI Gil. But I am not. It is not because I am not a person who does not like to pursuit fame and success. Because I was not good at playing online games, but I liked to play to relax myself when I was free. I seldom buy FFXI gold, and I thought even I have good equipment, and my skill is still too bad. I like to see the beautiful sceneries in FF11 and I do not like to upgrade, so my level was low at that time. Many of my friends advised me to leave this game, because they thought it was meaningless for me. But I was still willing to.
When I first met him, he was talking with a player in our union. It was nothing to do with me. But later he even laughed at my low skill and poor equipment. I was really angry with him. I said that he was impolite. Before he response, I soon left our union. I was sad and I thought perhaps I should leave. Those days I struggled. I really liked this game and many of my friends in this game. When I landed on FF11, I found he left a lot of messages to me. He felt sorry for me. He asked me if I need him to bring to exercise. So many messages make me forgive him. I found him and he seemed very happy. I could not believe that he bought Final Fantasy XI gold for me as apologize. I knew accepting something concern about money was no good, but he was too stubborn.
He took me to exercise and taught me some skills to deal with. I found he was really a kind person. I thought that his level was high because he spent too much money to buy FFXI Gil. But his skill was so excellent. I did not know when our relations had changed. Until one day he said that he loved me. He thought I should feel. I really knew and I also liked him. But I did not know whether the love in the games still can survive in reality. I have known so many stories happened in the games, and their results are the same, sorrow and painful.
I decided to leave FF11, and also wanted to give him my cheap Final Fantasy XI Gold. I thought I only could do this thing for him. But I can not persuade myself to leave, and I was so afraid to leave him. I have several days not play FF11, and I really miss him.
I really know the meaning of this poem. We love each other, but the most painful thing is that we can not stay with each other in reality.